I'm a white sissy crossdresser I have dressed up since about grade 4. I think being bullied by lots of older first nations boys made me become a sissy. They would say things like put on your panties white sissy and call me faggot then I started having dreams about being chased by them in panties those dreams gave me such positive neural response I became addicted to thinking that way. Now I look for those bullys on facebook wanting to dress up and be bullied them and suck their cocks and let them fuck my ass. I'm still in the closet but crave first nations superior cocks.